dear diary.

i am bethany anne tremblay. the first of my blood family to go protestant and be raised outside of new england. the first to live at an undergraduate institution and the first to be given more than most people ever should be given.

i judge my friends based on what they call me...be it tremblay, tremmy, trem or bt...i know they know me best. the people that are only beginning to know me call me bethany. i get upset if i'm not called by one of these nicknames by whom i believe to be the closest people to me.

i fall in love quickly, and i've never been in love. by love, i mean, i care...i care more than most people. i can honestly say i love all of my friends. i want to write for rolling stone, even though most people think it sucks now. but really, that's a reflection of the popular culture we live in. i love reality television, but i rarely get into sit coms. i watch 'a shot at love with tila tequila' and 'i love new york 2' because it makes me feel a little bit better. i sleep under thousands of blankets.

i have a thing for british men, and the best way to insult me is to suggest i don't understand their humor.

i write...that's all i want to do. writing, the power of words and books make me happier than most things in this world.
and some day...i will be dr. tremblay...or bethany anne tremblay...phd. i wish it was lucritive to be a professional student.

and, i love to drink coffee, tea and kahlua. but not all at once.